Monday, December 26, 2011 5:43 PM
FELIZ NAVIDAD! My last nica Christmas :(
I’m really going to miss it. There is kind of a special feeling here especially in this season.
The cool lights here in Nagarote.
Elder Denton - we found it hilarious that his dad is subscribed to my blog and decided it was just necessary
to take and post a photo to celebrate it!
In the Christmas Conference I was filled with complete happiness and at the same time a good amount of sadness. I couldn’t stop smiling but at the same time I just wanted to cry—hahahaha. It’s so funny what the last change of the mission does to a person. I didn’t know what to feel but it overall was a positive feeling - a feeling that despite the sadness is one that I would give anything to feel all the time. This was one of the best Christmases I’ve ever had. This is a special place, these are special people, and I think most of all if I could share anything with you all it would be my gratitude because that’s what I most feel right now. It has been very difficult for me to be in this weird transitional-ish stage that they call the last change. It plays tricks with your mind! Although I’ve got the good intentions and desires to stay though, I know that it is time for me to go. The Lord needs me somewhere else in some other kind of mission. I am so thankful to God for giving me this opportunity to get to know Jesus Christ and His plan and His way a little bit more. I am so thankful for all the things the Lord has blessed us with as a family and for the way I have seen Him bless those that I have met here in Nicaragua. I will always miss this place - next week is going to be very difficult! My whole world will be turned upside down! But I know I will be alright because I know in whom I have trusted. I can honestly say that this has been the best year and a half of my life so far! Thanks for sharing it with me!