Monday, December 26, 2011 5:43 PM
FELIZ NAVIDAD! My last nica Christmas :(
I’m really going to miss it. There is kind of a special feeling here especially in this season.
Josué had been coming to church for a little bit, going to activities with the youth and stuff and then he began asking which of the 6 missionaries would be coming to his house to prep him for baptism. Josué had kind of a rocky adolescence but he came out of it and had begun to think about getting his life into order because it had been all over the place. He wanted to get into religion so that he could make something of himself and try to fix the mistakes that he has made. His friend introduced him to the church and he said that although he did not know hardly anything about God before that, now he has felt something fill up within him that he didn’t know needed to be filled. He is always punctual for his appointments with us and has kept his commitments. That was one indication to me that he was serious about a change in his life - we have the promise that if we ask with a pure heart, believing that we will receive an answer, we will. The spirit will make all things known unto us. He was nervous his baptismal day but so happy to have made the change in his life - he was baptized by a man who is preparing himself to serve a mission starting in a few months.
The cool lights here in Nagarote.
Elder Denton - we found it hilarious that his dad is subscribed to my blog and decided it was just necessary
to take and post a photo to celebrate it!
In church Sunday we had a great attendance and a lot of people that haven’t been coming showed up. I gave the last talk I would ever give in Nicaragua in my service as a missionary and it was bittersweet. It was cool during church just to look around and see the faces of dear friends and practically family. I would see them and think of the progress that they had made in just the short time that we have been here. It’s hard to say what’s in store for them individually - one looks at where they’ve come from and then imagines what could be ahead. I think of where I’ve been and I see an immense journey ahead of every person that I’ve ever met. But in all this uncertainty and ups and downs there is one constant, which is Christ.
In the Christmas Conference I was filled with complete happiness and at the same time a good amount of sadness. I couldn’t stop smiling but at the same time I just wanted to cry—hahahaha. It’s so funny what the last change of the mission does to a person. I didn’t know what to feel but it overall was a positive feeling - a feeling that despite the sadness is one that I would give anything to feel all the time. This was one of the best Christmases I’ve ever had. This is a special place, these are special people, and I think most of all if I could share anything with you all it would be my gratitude because that’s what I most feel right now. It has been very difficult for me to be in this weird transitional-ish stage that they call the last change. It plays tricks with your mind! Although I’ve got the good intentions and desires to stay though, I know that it is time for me to go. The Lord needs me somewhere else in some other kind of mission. I am so thankful to God for giving me this opportunity to get to know Jesus Christ and His plan and His way a little bit more. I am so thankful for all the things the Lord has blessed us with as a family and for the way I have seen Him bless those that I have met here in Nicaragua. I will always miss this place - next week is going to be very difficult! My whole world will be turned upside down! But I know I will be alright because I know in whom I have trusted. I can honestly say that this has been the best year and a half of my life so far! Thanks for sharing it with me!
Elder Denton called at Christmas and mentioned that this picture was coming. "Hilarious," oddly enough, wasn't one of the words he used to describe his thoughts about me following your blog. It was nice to get a Sister's perspective on the mission. Some of his emails home were rather short (they still are!)and lacked the information you gave. Congrats on a great mission! G.Denton - South Jordan, UT
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